From the bottom of my heart, I am so grateful that you're here. Isn't it crazy that out of the 7 billion people on this planet, we somehow connected today. If you're on this page, reading this text I know your here for a divine reason. You are not here by chance or by coincidence, although it might seem that way. There is a higher purpose for you being on my website, and it just might be the beginning of a beautiful story. 

I'm going to share my heart with you, my most vulnerable self & the story of how I became who I am today. It's been a wild ride and really it's only just started and I'm so excited for what's to come.

When I say out loud that I started my business in 2020, it doesn't feel entirely accurate. And that is because truthfully, I started sharing my gifts with the world and the people around me long before 2020. That year was the year I started to exchange my gifts with monetarial value, but truth be told I was healing and sprinkling optimism and love into peoples lives since I could remember.

At the time of my birth, my biological father did unthinkable things to my family and I was born into a very traumatised & numb household that craved a lot of love. I know my soul chose this because it was absolutely apart of my higher mission & completely related to the work that I am so blessed to do today. 

My traumas shaped me to become the woman I am today. And for that I am entirely grateful. 

As a little girl, I always had this feeling that there was more to life than what was in my current reality. Deep down I had this knowing of how vast & truly limitless this world actually is. But of course I was placed into an environment that operated from the very contracted & numb state to teach this lesson in duality. And I see now that this was for me to experience the depths of my pain so I could really appreciate the beauty of abundance and joy that I operate from today. For without pain we don't know pleasure. My mum always tells me how everyday I would wake up as a little girl and ask "what exciting thing do we get to experience today?". Everyday HAD to be exciting! Afterall, we only get a very limited time here on earth & there is SO much to enjoy, why not have fun! Little Carlie was right on the money!

Fast forward to my teenage / early adult years I was operating from a numb state 100% of the time. The scary thing about being numb is that from the outside you look completely fine, but on the inside you're empty & lifeless. In the attempt of numbing my emotions to cope with my pain from past traumas, I numbed all sense of pleasure and joy in my life. I was just existing in the world, rather than actually being alive. 

This numbness leaked into most areas of my life but the most noticeable one was definitely my sex life. I was so desperate to feel something (anything!) so I would often sleep with partners in the hope that I would magically feel pleasure, and I never did. After many years of this, I started to label myself as broken. From my perspective it looked like everyone else was able to feel pleasure, except me. The women in porn, the actors in movies, my friends sharing their sexual stories with me. It made sense why I diagnosed myself as unfixable.

But then I started my healing journey & everything changed. After finding Hypnotherapy & Tantra, I finally felt safe to go within my body and to feel all the emotions that I had been numbing. I stopped labeling myself as broken and became my own healer. I let go of old beleifs and programs that blocked me from being my full unapologetic self. I went through a whole death cycle to be reborn as the most powerful, liberated and free version of myself there has ever been. I had to allow so much to die for me to stand here today. 

And now I guide women out of a numb state to awaken themselves to all the fruits life has to offer.