Before I met Carlie I had had a lifetime of devoting myself to the idea that I was not enough, I was trapped in my body and trapped in my relationship and trapped in life in general with no wayout.
I am now 44 and have been seeing psychologists and even a psychiatrist and taking medication on and off for depression and anxiety since I was 19 years old. I knew what my "hangups" were but I didn't know what to do about them or how to change.
I was very nervous seeing Carlie and of course debated in my head if I was worth spending money on my problems. I was so scared of falling apart and crying. I had nothing to worry about...Carlie made me immediately feel comfortable and I ended up crying like a baby with my make up staining the pillow under my head. The session was nothing short of life changing, I unearthed a memory in the session which was otherwise repressed/forgotten. It was terrifying to remember but it was a missing peice in my life which explained so many of my issues and phobias. And under Carlie's guidance I left the session feeling as though this memory was complete, I didn't feel angry or scared or bitter, just awe at how amazing the mind is.
In the 21 days since my session my life has opened up in so many was with so much ease. I have gone from being a prisoner with no choices to being empowered to make choice and pull down the bars in my prison.
I get to choose my emotions, I get to choose my thoughts, I get to choose how I react to situations, I get to choose what I am willing and what I am not willing to accept in relationships. I have gone from accepting any old shit in relationships because I should just be grateful for any attention to setting boundaries.
I have gone from a decade of procrastination in relation to starting an online business because I'm not good enough and I'll just waste my time and money to knowing I am good enough and worth the time, money and effort and have jumped in with no regrets. I have gone from feeling trapped to feeling alive.
My relationship with my kids has improved because Mummy is much more relaxed and engaged and fun and confident.
I have gone from completely rejecting my femininity and not allowing myself even the opportunity to touch myself or feel pleasure to now I am willing to start exploring my sexual side one tiny step at a time, which is huge for me.
I have made steps to seek medical help for a disease I have, which previously I had decided was too expensive to even try.
I have gone from avoiding my reflection in public to giving myself a cheeky wink when I see my reflection in public.
Not every day is like this...some days I struggle just to affirm that I am enough but the difference now is I push through and I don't give up on the tough days because I know I am worth the effort and I am enough and I understand there'll always be ebb and flow and not to give up. I can not recommend Carlie high enough, she is brilliant, you'll love her and change your life.